"Look at yourself then. Consider everything you have fed yourself over the years. Was it a banquet or a starvation diet?"
This quote by Ray Bradbury popped up last week. It opened my eyes letting me see life in an entirely new way. I've always known there were choices out there. Sometimes the choices get a bit overwhelming, sure. And, sometimes, you don't get to choose because life or laws or circumstances get in your way. But what I really saw is how much I self-limit my life.
Starvation diet: I was taught to count calories, budget my time and save my money.
Now, sometimes these are good things to do. I want to be healthy and energetic. I want to be creative and productive. I want abundance to support my loves and my life. This means choosing wisely on many levels. But a steady diet of limits leads to a life lacking in joy and enjoyment.
Banquet thinking: See my life as a plate to fill, refill or change with what really feeds me.
Again, that means choosing people, experiences, creative projects that fill me with yummy plates of soul satisfying sustenance. It does sound wonderful, doesn't it? It also sounds impossible. Egotistical. Or is it?
Curiosity. My word of the year pops up again, here.
I'm curious. What if just for a day or two, I look at my every little thing in and around my life as an item on a banquet table. Seeing this moment, hour, day all as sections of the plate of my life. I get to browse through all the experiences; people, sights, sounds, tastes, ideas and information and choose what and when I feed it to myself. If there's too much of something or too little, I can change the menu.
On the banquet menu now: Curiosity. Creativity. Fun. Family. Friendship. Truth. Connection. Happiness. Soul food. Peace. Fresh air. Sunshine. Flowers. And, of course, Coffee and Chocolate. Not necessarily in this order.