Goodbye 2024 Word of the Year

 

Every year, I choose a word of the year. I do it to give myself some inspiration and motivation for the coming year. Last year, my word was Move. With all the lifestyle changes that happened both during COVID and after, I need a word to get me going. It seemed like the perfect choice. 

I’d been in the hospital before Christmas that year with an abscess that needed to be drained. It was a scary, unexpected situation and even though I came home from the hospital before Christmas, I had to take it easy and not do or move as much as I usually did. I obeyed the instructions and thought after that all would be well. 

So Move seemed like the perfect choice. 

Not so fast. 

Yeah. This last year was a maze of doctor, urgent care, express care visits with so many different drugs and diagnoses that I was in a constant state of confusion. If you want to know more, read the blog “Easily Dismissed”. 

To say I was in a haze is to put it mildly. I lived with pain and fear. I was low on energy, yet pushed through to move on with my life as best I could. I couldn’t throw clay because it hurt to push the clay around on the wheel. So I made small figures in clay because I could do it sitting down in a comfy chair and rolling out the clay in small batches was manageable. 

I’m moved by those who helped. 

First, my wonderful husband who did the heavy lifting all year. He took over so many of my duties that I could not do. He grocery shopped, cooked and cleaned. He baked up a storm of cookies and treats and meals to keep me eating when I didn’t feel I could. 

My children, adults now with their own families and jobs, stepped up to walk, feed and care for the dog when I was in the hospital. Twice. They, along with friends, brought food and treats and things to keep me busy while I was confined to my bed. They are so wonderful. 

Thank you  to my art supporters from the gallery to the pottery group. It’s because of you that I was able to keep doing what I really love to do and manage to get my art out there. With the help of my husband doing the hauling and lifting and driving, I did Ceramics Showcase and sold a few things. Best of all, I had a gallery and a wonderful supportive owner and staff who wanted my work and worked with me to make it possible and sold it too!!

And a big thank you to the doctor and nurses and aides at St. Vincent Hospital, I was finally diagnosed correctly. Yes, I had a major but much needed surgery. And I went home finally, whole and healthy and able to really move on.  

Twinkle Twinkle

 

I look at the lights on the Christmas tree and years of collected ornaments but what I really see is love. Handmade ornaments made by my children, my husband and me bring back so many good memories. And over the years, Santa put ornaments in the children’s stockings too and now those ornaments are decorating their own family trees. 

One year, I made ornaments of all the Winnie the Pooh characters. My children were enchanted with the stories and I wanted them to see Pooh, Eeyore, Piglet and Tigger on the tree. Since ‘Santa’ brought everything, I had to sew and embroider the ornaments after they were asleep. It was fun, and sometimes exhausting, to be Santa’s helper but it was also a gift to bring joy to their little faces. 

Seeing the light. 

Right now, I know seeing the light is hard. There’s a lot going on around us that fuels anger and fear. I know those feelings well. Because, I’ve been recovering from almost a year of feeling ill before the cause was finally found, and healed with a major surgery.  

As I recover from all of this, I try to focus on the light right in front of me. 

The lights on the tree. 

The books I read to my children and they now read to their little ones. 

The characters from Winnie the Pooh who teach us all a few life lessons. 

Wonder and wandering. 

As I wander through my recovery. And we wonder what happened to our country and lives, maybe we can see some light through the lessons of Winnie the Pooh. 

Be in the moment: Pooh takes life one day at a time.

Be kind: Pooh doesn’t always have the answers but he helps his friends as best he can. 

Be brave: Even if all seemed lost, Pooh and his friends found a way. 

Seize the day: Make the most of what you can do.  

And see the twinkle: Always be open to the light whether it’s on your tree, in someone’s eyes or inside your heart.