I’m lucky. I’ve loved
many, many dogs in my life.
I’ve been friends with a kick-ass standard poodle named
Yankee. A stubborn but silly Dalmatian
named Oliver Twist because he was famous for twisting out of my reach as a
pup. Two Golden Retrievers have blessed
my life with very different personalities and challenges. Mandy was sweet, lovable and so tender-hearted
that she died just a few months after my first cat, Bartholomew Jones died from
lung cancer. Heather was a smart,
willful, high energy field dog who managed to take down a duck at the park by
jumping up and catching it in mid-flight.
These are the dogs that I’ve lived with in my own home.
I’ve dog sat, walked and helped rescue many more. Flash, the toy poodle, was amazing and aptly
named. Jake, a golden, was a big teddy
bear. Libby, the golden was
soulful. Duke, the giant Doberman, had a
heart bigger than he was.
But one of the
most outstanding dogs in my memory will be Kariba, a beautiful grey
Doberman. She was rescued by my friend,
Chris, and was a high energy, intelligent and particular being from the
beginning. She picked her ‘people’ and
if she liked you, it was for life. If
she didn’t, well, you had to get over it.
She’s been well loved and babied through 13 wonderful years. She’s sweet and tough enough to survive
cancer not once but twice. But
unfortunately, the third time isn’t the charm.
It’s the end for her.
I’m sad. I can’t walk
her to the park anymore or wait for her to bring me a shoe. We can’t play chase or hide n seek in her
yard. The only thing I can do now is rub
her ears, stroke her forehead and kiss her one last time. Then, let her go on, hopefully to a place
with endless fields and dog treats and no pain.
And no skunks.
It’s so hard to say goodbye to our four-footed friends. I want to talk not just to them but with
them, explain what’s going on and why it’s time to say goodbye. And I do.
And I feel they understand but I can’t be sure.
Here’s what I know for sure: the dogs in my life just don’t live long
enough.
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